**Ok, this isn’t a real letter, that’s why it’s not in the “correspondence” category. It’s a bit of wisdom I’ve gained over the past 13 years (or so) and I’m passing it back through time to a younger, more naive (and perhaps, less-cynical) apologist, and maybe he (me) will benefit.**
First of all, kid, you’re an idiot.
Drop all pretense of intellectual rigor and admit that you’ve got a fire your gut that blazes whenever someone blasphemes in public or arrogantly spits some anti-Christian drivel into a conversation. You’ll be better off if you go ahead and admit it.
It will be your first inclination to cast off perceived allegiance to the Christian God and proceed in your argument as if His existence was inconsequential. “We’re looking after the facts“, you’ll say as you and the blasphemer march glibly down a prim-rose path of neutrality ending either in unbelief or a jail-cell…(there’s few roses on the side of Heaven’s road, kid.)
So don’t go along with the rest of the Christian-crowd. They’re all tools that whore themselves out to intelligentsia to gain a brief place at the blasphemer’s table. Don’t practice their sort of civility and don’t conform to their sort of playful rhetoric. And by God don’t you DARE smile and nod politely as our sacred King is publicly slandered!
Secondly, kid, you’re doubly the idiot!
Do you really think you’re going to be accepted as some sort of hero? Honestly? Do you really believe that, somewhere, in a college classroom, a beautiful Christian damsel is being distressed by a blasphemous college professor and is waiting for you to save her with your brilliant rhetorical skill and clever syllogisms?
She doesn’t exist! Real damsels in distress need men to provide for them materially and seldom look for daring battles of jargon or philosophical acumen!
You need to admit to yourself, right now, that you’re less interested in articulating all the fine-points of a conceptual scheme…(which, after constructed may be called “Christianity” for the sake of those who have deluded themselves into living life without care for all the “important” philosophical things)…and more interested in defending the truth of what you know in your heart!
God Almighty, Jesus Christ is your KING and you know this! He’s not a conceptual scheme or a philosophical system!
No woman is going to bat her eyes at the champion of a conceptual scheme! Learn to rationally defend your Faith, yes, but don’t let that wholly consume you or cause you to forget that your real job, as a man, is to DO SOMETHING with all you’ve learned!
Don’t become so consumed with proving “He is risen” that you forget “He is risen” MEANS something!
And, thirdly kid, you’re triple the idiot!
The church has piano players, carpenters, folks who are good with babies, teachers of children, skilled orators and councilors, but out of them all, you had to choose the office that is most despised!
There is no servant of God more hated than the apologist! Even the people he cares for most distrust him. He has no friends! Whoever would befriend him must always be subservient to him or else contend with him and force him out of his arrogance…no-matter who wins the struggle, the other will be too proud to submit as a friend.
And the enemies you will make among the heathen! They are legion and they never tire. Their insults and underhanded tricks will be your only companion in life. You’ll constantly wish that you could befriend them, but you never will because the fire in your gut and your love for Jesus Christ wont allow it.
I’ll end by reiterating how much of an idiot you are.
But, if you’re one to be a fool for Christ, I would advise that you do so only as a hobby and use your intellectual battles as a way to hone your mental faculties so that you’ll be ably fit to take dominion in life (however you decide to do so.)
Don’t go seeking the God-haters, let them come to you, if at all.
Don’t try to answer every question…they can smell pretentiousness. Don’t be a Google scholar. If you don’t know something, don’t try to cover yourself, just admit that you don’t know and try to find the answer later. Even if you lose face in the short-run you (and God’s Kingdom) will be better off for it.
Don’t feel compelled to post or respond. Take your time and don’t feel bad about walking away from an encounter for awhile.
NEVER let the unbeliever manipulate your emotions! If he or she can manipulate your feelings and rile you up, you’ve already lost. You could logically deconstruct every point they make, but if they’ve got a hand on your gut, you’ll always lose face. Let them drag your name through the mud…it will be a mark of your grace as a Christian that you forgive them for it. It’s God’s name and His status as our King that you have to worry about.
And, most importantly, drop all those arguments about textual criticism, the resurrection, Creation Science and the like. They have their place, but until you become philosophically self-conscious, you’ll not be able to use them properly and you’ll only end up making yourself look foolish. Learn Presuppositional Apologetics! Go, (RIGHT NOW) to Covenant Media Foundation:
http://www.cmfnow.com/
Find ALL of Dr. Bahnsen’s lectures, and begin listening to his most basic and introductory lessons on apologetics.
And always, always keep that fire in your stomach.
You love Jesus Christ, not a conceptual scheme…don’t forget it.